I want to remember another day

I remember a day when this was on my agenda...

and

How can I answer when I dont know the answer? I just didnt know. 

I thought I was perfectly fine. I wasnt. Im still not. 

I realized...

The worst thing was that nobody ever understood. I didnt even understand. 

How can other people understand when I dont?

But...

One day the imaginary friends left. They didnt like the antidepressants. And vice versa. 

They told me that...

So there I was. Alone in the big world. 

Wherever I went you were looking at me. It made me mad. 

Because I believe that...

And it was real. 

I made up my mind. I wouldnt care. So I didnt. 

And I forgot how to cry again.

I thought:

And in my fantasy, I found you.

I still dont know if you are real. Or if you only exist in my...

To be honest, I dont care. I'll stay in there with you. 

Because I dont want to live my life as an observer. 

I dont want to dream. I want to be inside of it. Create it, live it. 

And if it's not real. I dont care. 

Because in a world where nothing makes sense... 

Bilder: weheartit